Hymn Of Desolation

An internal infernal malignancy slowly growing within me A bitter taste of agony, ripe in my own indignancy My mind, I can't convince to walk through this bleak abyss Suffer through my life's eclipse and the desperate pain that it inflicts Abhorrent corruption breeding by the second Hostile construction defiled vital structures Grappling with my mortality I find no solace, no contentment Now, I conceal the reality of my mortality And the turmoil that consumes every unspeaking moment I long for the capacity to share my calamity To ration this malady before I fall to insanity It breaks me to see those I care about suffer without respite I want nothing more than to be free from this perpetual purgatory Condemn me, another casualty There's no tranquility, as far as the eye can see Sentence me, to the reality That this fleeting life may cease to be I can't escape death But, I can at least escape the fear of it I won't make this bed to lie in, I won't submit Teetering on the edge of oblivion As my being nears completion Witnessing extinction, the jet-black void of nihility Epinephrine secretion, beset by my morbidity Condemn me, another casualty There's no tranquility, as far as the eye can see Sentence me, to the reality That this fleeting life may cease to be Release them, no longer bound to pain Release them, so they may rise again I relinquish myself to the providence of nature But I beg that you please spare all that I've loved in this short existence I beg that you please spare all I've loved in this finite existence