Rainy Day

I don't try, baby I don't try anymore My hand smells like copper from playing guitar Too long And don't say anything, it's done I don't think I love you anymore Go back to your door, go home I'm bored in my house watching Netflix Sometimes I feel like I'm a piece of shit I can't ever shut my eyelids Was up for thirty hours last night I Don't know what to make of it The situation I'm in It's evident I think I'm hitting the deep end I just finished reading Kafka For an assignment I didn't like I got the motivation to record But like always right When I started I got annoyed and bored I stopped and sat in silence for a while Thinking back on that essay I feel like Gregor No one knows what I'm going through I feel fucked up I don't get fucked up Half as much as I want But that's okay I put on this facade, hope nobody notice I hope somebody notice I need help I'm never gonna ask tho Imma go to hell I did good things in vain for you They were all the same to you The least you could have done was shown Appreciation But all I got were more expectations I'm staring blankly at the wall Hoping that you'll call but I Know it'll never happen I'm onto something new Look what you made me do F*ck off Leave me alone Just F*ck off Leave me alone Just f*ck off Please leave me alone