For Real

I want to feel nothing When I see you But you know that I'm just too far from that Truth is I want you so bad I want you to notice Can you see me As something as more than just a friend Truth is you're stuck in my head I know things have been a little rough The strangest things happen all at once Do I deserve this Do I deserve this Am I even worth your time Do you even want to try Don't want you for just a season of life I think I'm for real, for real this time Am I even worth your time Do you even want to try How could something so wrong feel so right I think I'm for real, for real this time I want you to love me Not so easy To see you out with someone else I started hating myself There's no happy ending without you near me I dreamt a house, a life with you Things that will never come true I knew that I'd feel so much better with you So I built you up But now you know the truth Do I deserve this Do I deserve this Am I even worth your time Do you even want to try Don't want you for just a season of life I think I'm for real, for real this time Am I even worth your time Do you even want to try How could something so wrong feel so right I think I'm for real, for real this time I want you to love me Am I even worth your time Do you even want to try Don't want you for just a season of life I think I'm for real, for real this time Am I even worth your time Do you even want to try How could something so wrong feel so right I think I'm for real, for real this time