End This

F*ck it Back on my bullshit I'm back and I won't quit I stack and I fold it You cap and you bullshit Won't crack I won't submit Ontop of the summit A pit In my stomach I'm sick and it's from it A trick I won't forget A dick that you regret You picked out my casket And said you can have it A deathbed is where I rest my head When it comes to you not a single tear was shed They said just keep moving Till I'm self improving The past it keeps looming My time it's consuming I feel like it's zooming Till my life is glooming Are you just assuming? Are you just presuming? not sad your just fuming The pressures relentless I feel like it's endless And maybe I'll end this I'll end this All my life I've been looking for something And I thought that I found that something I know I know I know That it's gone again Broke it apart just to build it back up Just to break it apart now I'm filling my cup Until I'm throwing up I ran out of luck And I ran out of fucks Now I'm permanently different This feelings persistent I'm feeling resistant While you're feeling distant I was hoping and wishing It was me you were missing It was you that was switching It's you that's dismissing My feelings, there itching I'm healing I'm stitching Myself back together A broken endeavor Another love letter That I never sent her Wish I never met her I start to resent her Just like she did to me and who woulda thought that love comes with a fee? And who woulda thought that we'd never be free? All my life I've been looking for something And I thought that I found that something I know I know I know That it's gone again That it's gone again That it's gone again That it's gone again I know There's pain in my heart Since you tore it apart Guess I'm missing a part I don't know where to start I don't wanna restart And I need a jumpstart Cause I don't got the energy Have what is left of me Losing it endlessly Meeting you ended me Meaning you emptied me Turn to my enemy No longer texting me No longer sexing me No longer giving a f*ck what you're doing is upsetting me You broke every promise that you made to me You're the reason that I'm hurting I'm hurting All my life I've been looking for something And I thought that I found that something I know I know I know That it's gone again That it's gone again That it's gone again That it's gone again I know, I know I know, I know I know