Ms February

Babe, I couldn't do it by myself I'm stranded in this bed, I need some help Even if it's only temporary There's pieces of her left I need to bury I'm begging for some sympathy Take all of the pain that she left here in my chest It's only a little surgery Baby, pull it out and give my heart a rest Hello my love, Ms February I'm hoping your peace has been found The pain you left, I cannot bury Instead of forgetting you, I'd rather drown You can have all of me As long as that's all you need, please Just tell me what I did, I'll tell you why I did it Been taking doses of some shit Now I'm sick Cause I tried to quit it, tried to pivot Lost a member to them drugs Now the same life I live it Shit get wicked He was supposed to make buckets Instead he fucking kicked it, now I'm sitting here Lost in this pain, reminiscing Tryna overcome my bad habits I'm steady wishing cause I'm starting to lose faith Begging for forgiveness Overdosing on poison Killing my kidneys You ran through my mind So much surprised you ain't got a torn achilles Hello my love, it's February I'm hoping your peace has been found The pain you left, I cannot bury Instead of forgetting you, I'd rather drown You can have all of me As long as that's all you need, please Just tell me what I did, I'll tell you why I did it Been taking doses of some shit, now I'm sick Cause I tried to quit it