For Mama

I'm trapped now I just came back home from the trap house Stay to myself, I'm in the background Back against the wall I can't back down Oh I made my mama cry Remember the day my mama died I ain't even wanna feel alive Imma question God Imma ask him why Oh no can't believe it Took my mama, what was the reason Live a life now without a meaning They don't understand me or how I'm feeling Oh you took my best friend, what you tryna say I wanna understand the message She had cancer, I need answers, oh I was so desperate Wish God would have taken me, but you just wouldn't let it That would hurt you more if your first son was first to exit Oh I can't control How I feel all in my soul uoooo Now I feel alone Call me mama, I love you sooooo I'm trapped now I just came back home from the trap house Stay to myself, I'm in the background Back against the wall I can't back down Oh I made my mama cry Remember the day my mama died I ain't even wanna feel alive Imma question God Imma ask him why They don't get it, they just don't really understand me Mama taught me everything, now I'm so understanding Asked so much from me mama, you was so demanding Owe it all to you when people say I'm so outstanding I'm so hurt, wish I had more time I'm so cursed, ain't even get a sign Can't get worse, cause you took a part of mine Explode, starburst, I'm exploding all inside Oh I miss when you call me Love you from me and Oni Oh I really miss you mama Oh I really love you mama I'm trapped now I just came back home from the trap house Stay to myself, I'm in the background Back against the wall I can't back down Oh I made my mama cry Remember the day my mama died I ain't even wanna feel alive Imma question God Imma ask him why