Imposter Syndrome

Three words that you didn't mean Three words that you didn't mean Three You ready I am Let's go I'm staring straight into the sun The spirit of one This spirit is draining all the water from my blood Dehydrated as f*ck So I turn to dust While paint crust coats every single thing that I touch I started spiraling When the exit seemed As easy as clinging to the wing of a C-17 Draped in glory I threw my hands up Guess I had had enough Ain't no way that I'm going back to the way it was I shoulda told ya This one's for the culture I'm starting it over You can sink swim or surf the wave I ain't afraid Seems I always got something to say And I'ma be able to duck the fade From decade to decade Conflict to conclave Universally admired for my escapades They want me in the black box With the Escalade Well let me take the top off Of my masculinity They sold us A lie We bought in I got out I walked across The continental divide More like California to DC And nobody would meet with me Still upset No threats just desires To watch this burn down In a glorious fire Theater fascist And all the apprentices I wonder how much longer Before it collapses They beg for borders And now they hold us In a constant state of quarantine to quarters If prophecy's believed We're all dishonored So suck my dick And make me feel important Sage advice Mobilize And keep the pressure on em To survive In an existence you never wanted But one you made your own and One you want control of Don't you wanna f*ck the world up? I know I do I know I do, I know I do, I know I do, I know I do You know I do I know I do, I know I do, I know I do, I know I do You know I do I know I do, I know I do, I know I do, I know I do Watching life in playback's gonna be funny Will I root for anybody but me Will I disassociate and study Probably how we end up really living Watching all of this unwind Giving new meaning to point and time Is it fleeting or infinite design Will I grieve or breath through newborn eyes I've questioned I've lied I've tempted Denied the affection Applied in discretion Turned violent aggressive Connected through a few insurrection Still I don't know peace Is it because that's not what I seek Still I don't know peace Is it because I'm to fucking weak It must be Must be me It must be Must be me You said it before I'm ready to go I'm willing to move forward You said it before I'm ready to go I'm willing to move forward You said it before I'm ready to go I'm willing to move forward You said it before I'm ready to go I'm willing to move forward You said it before I'm ready to go I'm willing to move forward You said it before I'm ready to go I'm willing to move forward You said it before I'm ready to go I'm willing to move forward You said it before I'm ready to go I'm willing to move forward You said it before I'm ready to go I'm willing to move forward You said it before I'm ready to go I'm willing to move forward You said it before I'm ready to go I'm willing to move forward You said it before I'm ready to go I'm willing to move forward Forward, forward, forward, forward, forward, forward, forward, forward Four