So Long (Depression Obsession)

Thank you, thank you, thank you But please hold your applause Were not quite done yet There's more in store, for you Alright fine, clap along, let's go Modesty has claimed me Well f*ck it let me break free of my slavery Has the world gone crazy Or have we always been obsessed with the end They say reality is changing, well fine Cause I’ve been fucking with mine since like 2005 You’ll survive Terrified of the truth Nigga so am I But that don’t mean that your life, is way more important than mine Because I took the 101 through the city of dreams Withdrew from the scene I cocooned in SD I’ve been used and a fiend Opportunity to set things straight Your contact was a way to escape Should I depress over shit I shouldn’t stress over Feelings I regret that I expressed when I obsessed and invested in ya Yeah I’m dope but too good to get stepped on Mother fuckers hear my voice Better stand at attention Cause of one sweet dream And I know where I went wrong And I felt this all along And I know where I belong So I held on, I held on For so long Good morning Welcome to everything you’re ignoring Fame fortune and praise Replacing what’s most important You feel entitled to this lifestyle for the same reason We might connect but ain’t willing yet to face those demons New regrets Take us two steps back Leave us trapped By the fact We ain’t man enough to handle that Ohh so subtle Conscious enough to fill that bubble A comic sans the funny shit That might draw me to trouble If this a test where’s the rest of the questions Why do my sins outweigh my anger (Your aggression) What’s the point of these sound waves minus confession A way to beat this beat up, straight into submission May the best one win I’m a junkie for depression But I just can’t quit My attentions hit a deficit That seems to get a kick out of my losing my shit When half of the battles knowing I could make a change and be okay with this One sweet dream And I know where I went wrong And I felt this all along And I know where I belong So I held on, I held on For so long One two three four five six seven All the children go to heaven One two three four five six seven All the children go to heaven One two three four five six seven All the children go to heaven One two three four five six seven All the children go to heaven Till we forget about em next year And were expected to remain here I don’t care, if you’re unaware of the pain here I don’t care if you’re unaware, of the pain here And I know where I went wrong And I felt this all along And I know where I belong So I held on, I held on For so long If I could only see what’s in front of me If I could only see what’s in front of me I can only see what's in front of me