I Wonder

Sometimes I wonder what it really means Sometimes I wonder while awake up in my dreams Yeah a sly bitch, that I'm waiting to see Another life right, where I don't struggle to breathe I'll let you know, the time and place The day, the month, the year and the day I'll set up our dinner plate I let you tell you, I might be late And answer me, when I do pray I wonder, when I'll go away I wonder, when the better days are coming Cause I'm agitated You hold me close, I hold you close By the neck With a glock or a tec I fully trust you, kinda stupid cause we never met You hold my life, when there is nothing else left And all my life, I stay wondering what's special I grew up singing for you, wondering what is really special And all around me, I see dealings with the devil Will you protect me, I'm wondering if I'm special Does money make you evil, cause I'm trying to chase my dream Is life really real, cause it isn't what I seem Is bro really there, cause I don't have a team Yeah I wonder if this what I really wanna be And I wonder, if you know What it means, what it means And I wonder, if you know What it means