gender envy (feat. sign crushes motorist)

I'm homesick for a home That doesn't even want me The air is getting heavy I miss when you breathe I've never felt jealousy Like this before I only want to feel What you've felt so many times before 'Coz no one makes my heart ache The way you do No one makes my stomach ache The way you make me do If I try not to eat And see all there is before me Maybe one day I'll feel Like there's something waiting for me In the autumn I'll be moving Somewhere far away After all these years of dreaming I'll try and cherish today