Healing

The stars are making shapes of you Memories I don't want to go back to Eyes closed, I feel the ocean on my back And nothing hits me Eyes closed, the world turns With no force at all Nothing I do helps At once, I feel it all The weight of my actions Why am I this way? Will I ever heal? I still carry the dreams of My five year old self Eyes closed, the world turns With no force at all Nothing I do helps At once, I feel it all The weight of my actions (You can let go now, hands) (We're all going to sleep) (No need to hang on any longer, arms) (Is anybody in my body still awake?)