I really did have everything (feat. Cry Cry Horses)

I can't make me care about anything So why can you? If I make it out alive Will you leave me too? To the person I wish you were I wish you were me To the person I wish I was Please leave me be I haven't known how to feel in a while and some change Please let me know I've never made anyone feel anything Please let me go I'm sorry for how I've acted And I'm sorry for what I've said I'm sorry that you met me But you always wished I'd end up dead You're starting to drift Out of my mind My pills begin to talk I'm scared but I don't mind I'm conscious less and less And speaking more 'Coz the only thing sadder than a mother who can't Say goodbye to her son Is a son who doesn't say "hi" I haven't known how to feel in a while and some change Please let me know I've never made anyone feel anything Please let me go I'm sorry for how I've acted And I'm sorry for what I've said I'm sorry that you met me But you always wished I'd end up dead