I'm Not Ready For This

I am not ready for this I'm not ready for this I'm not ready for this Oh I'm not I'm not ready for this I'm not ready for this I'm not ready for this Oh I'm not I can't wait for it to end But I'm so scared for it to start If another big event happens It's going to break my heart I want to appreciate the small things But they all grow old before my eyes I don't know how to live with the fact That time keeps moving while I stay intact Not ready for this I'm not ready for this I'm not ready for this Oh I'm not I'm not ready for this I'm not ready for this I'm not ready for this Oh I'm not The future keeps on chugging forward I stay, wondering where to go Everyone is so enthusiastic Their looks bite down right into my bones I'll live to see my parents die My friends move on And my home change places To be honest, eighty years of this Doesn't seem like near enough Not ready for this I'm not ready for this I'm not ready for this Oh I'm not I'm not ready for this I'm not ready for this I'm not ready for this Oh I'm not