my best friend called me a doomer. where do i go from here

I'm so sorry About anything that i said But just know that i meant it wholeheartedly And i apologize For anything that i did Just know that i don't remember doing it Your hands are pretty cool Do you mind if i hold them? My eyes are really dark Would you care to brighten them? I know you don't like me And i don't either But can we just pretend That everything's clear? I got so fucked last night I don't remember what happened So I'll tell everyone a story That probably didn't happen I heard everyone had fun And enjoyed themselves I remember feeling good for a second And not much else Your hands are pretty cool Do you mind if i hold them? My eyes are really dark Would you care to brighten them? I know you don't like me And i don't either But can we just pretend Just for the evening? Life is pretty boring without a crush Whether it's a workplace infatuation, Or that cute desk mate at school, Crushes simultaneously color your experience with a hopeful glaze of innocent infatuation, and orient you to a specific goal - To be with them Sometimes these crushes extend beyond all rationality, We develop them within the panicked scurrying of airport terminals, Through the consumption of art made by someone of a ridiculously higher status, and even within the ethereal eroticism of our very dreams No matter the actual potential of anything developing, it is within the painful absence of reciprocation, the dramatics of unrequited love My tip today is to forgive yourself, Something I think we can struggle to do sometimes, If past or recent mistakes have been weighing on your mind, What I want you to do, is just let them go I want you to tell yourself something really good about you And remind yourself that life can be hard, and we can't get it right all the time So be kind to yourself, forgive yourself, and let it go