Demons In My Head

I got these demons in my head and now they're wanting to stay They didn't even pay their rent for this I gotta restrain But since I started I was deal with the wildest pain Mild to them, it doesn't matter we are one in the same Closing up my thoughts because I couldn't send the message Opening my mind in time to get me out the trenches Fighting with myself but not a hero in the mentions Always said to shut up, I dug up a grave and sent it Losing with myself on the regular I can picture When happiness was live, I would try to release my inner Heart was crashing down like a river that's in the winter Frozen to my core, but it's warm enough when I shiver Newest god perspective, I'm labeling that my essence A pen to put to page, I'm penetrating the paper Pull a pretty girl so perfect She's perfectly posting pictures With the perfect personality Pinning me so I pick her And that's a fact I know I'm steady facing these fatal forgotten words You'll never catch me fading, frustrated, or falling first Addiction I've been fighting, the files I'm finding worse The day I took a finger, to figure I gotta work I know I'm really flying I'm trying to make it better I'd be better as a veteran letting em switch a letter in Sedatives are popping so you're swerving the servants so I won't let em in A product of pressure pursue a better win I got these demons in my head and now they're wanting to stay They didn't even pay their rent for this I gotta restrain But since I started I was deal with the wildest pain Mild to them, it doesn't matter we are one in the same Closing up my thoughts because I couldn't send the message Opening my mind in time to get me out the trenches Fighting with myself but not a hero in the mentions Always said to shut up, I dug up a grave and sent it