Sawdust

Everyday I pass the place where I first fell in love Now all that's left are the dreams I had of being grown up Your smiles staged in pictures used to dress these walls But your lessons echo downtheseempty halls Does your light shine where you are Or have you lost your way back from your place among the stars I wish you would have answered because I would have given you all of my love But the line it just kept ringing I hope I'm wrong and you're right Because right now I'm terrified Of when my eyes close for the last time What if I don't know anyone when I get there I wonder if you'll have the same face Or if you'll have forgotten mine They say that time can mend the deepest wound They say be patient and I'll see you again one day soon Then why am I so angry on the days I'm at my worst Why'd you have to die without asking me first But I've convinced myself that you exist somewhere in parallel I'd rather you be there than you be nowhere else I wish you would have woke up because You could give me all of your love All that's left are foot prints in sawdust I hope I'm wrong and you're right Because right now I'm terrified Of when my eyes close for the last time What if I don't know anyone when I get there I wonder if you'll have the same face Or if you'll have forgotten mine Can I just be alone I told my friends to stay away I'm not feeling like myself today I think I'll be up late I hope I'm wrong and you're right Because right now I'm terrified Of when my eyes close for the last time What if I don't know anyone when I get there I wonder if you'll have the same face Or if you'll have forgotten mine