Candy Shop

It's always the same He loves me, he loves me not I gotta get off all the apps its like a candy shop When I love loving him is not enough I gotta swallow all the air between me, him and us And how to love, and how to live, and how to die I argue with my demons we fight day and night He asks if I'm ok I say I've been alright He hugs me, turns, leaves I wanna die Wanna trap his scent, never wash his sweater Should be over him by now but I don't wanna get better And getting ready thinking I might see him there in the park or the bar, look for him everywhere I am scared by love and it's repercussions I shouldn't be submissive it's so out of fashion I'm going crazy baby I can't help it I want you and I can't stop chasing O-B-S-E-S-S-E-D Baby I'm obsessed with feeling you on me Get me back that feeling O-B-S-E-S-S-E-D Watch me cry to see you leaving Over, over Your love has got me dreaming F*ck, my hearts going crazy There's nothing I can do now when my mind is feeling hazy I've turned into a ghost daydreaming at the stake I'm already burning under milky ways and candy canes Living in my own perversion Who needs real life I've got this version I'm only getting bolder, sensual persuasion I'm only getting older if the world is also aging I'm going crazy baby I can't help it I want you and I can't stop chasing O-B-S-E-S-S-E-D Baby I'm obsessed with feeling you on me Get me back that feeling O-B-S-E-S-S-E-D Watch me cry to see you leaving Over, over Your love has got me dreaming I don't see the truth don't see anything past you I'm so unhinged because of him My name is on the news I'm coming for you Unravelling because of him You're driving me crazy and oh and oh and oh and oh and oh and oh its always the same