The Last Man I Loved

I really thought You wouldn't break my heart You just had that look to you it was dark I could see someones TV behind venetian blinds, your nose ring in that glimmering light of Storms and Saints always reminds me of you It's the flaws I remember, arcades and Twin Peaks and the thing you said to me in the car driving through Japan I guess four years now have passed I've loved men before and I loved men after I really thought you were a light in the dark golden curls and 70s clothes when we kissed we were standing in old book stores I had barely just met you and you walked me through the colorful streets eating melon in the park I was reading, you were sleeping I was dreaming of the future we could have It's these days I remember the gigs and the moon and the hill I'd walk everyday just thinking of you the friends and the bars and that red vintage suit you took off of me laying on top of you It's the ice cubes, the one fork you had at your house, the bus to New York the nights out on town I never thought anyone would bring that kind of laughter but I loved men before and I loved men after I kinda knew you looked like bad news I called you trouble we both saw double you tried to tell me the truth I shushed you with a kiss I don't need to know I whispered my lips on your neck you said I was driving you crazy laughing dangerously I dove straight for the eye of the storm but all I remember is My flask and the ex, the kinda underwhelming sex, the revenge that I want, the friend that I lost, the nights smoking weed when the delivery guy got lost The bar brawl the fact that you didn't know who Nick Cave was and that it was an iconic comeback you wannabe rockstar I love you so much but I've loved men before and I will love men after you after you You won't be the last man I loved You won't be the last man I loved"