I Don't Ever Cry for Me

Day to day is another heart felt Body lies on cotton and part felt Hands and fingers on the ends Clenching the only friends A constant game between the heart and mind Fatigue seems to follow the words "i'm fine" Pumping blood becomes more than harder The mind constantly telling you to guard her All the good times flash before my eyes I didn't want last night to be the last time That i saw you hoping that the truth is lies Its all still so blurry so i ask the whys So i ask the whys Can you let go your mind Can you give me some time Can you let out your smile Can you open your heart Is it really so hard? -uh Trying to contain myself the best that i can This situation might be bigger than i am I cant stand feeling like i didnt try hard enough I guess i asked too much Can you give me a chance Can you give me a day Is it to mush to ask Is there something i should say To make you feel different To help you let me in So shed a tear for me Let it out don't hold it in I don't ever cry for me Wish this time was different So shed a tear for me Let it out don't hold it in I don't ever cry for me Wish this time was different I guess i dont know Why you wanna go It wont feel right If you leave me tonight But if you gotta go then that's okay I'll figure out how to deal i'll figure some way Just don't forget my name Don't forget my name So shed a tear for me Let it out don't hold it in I don't ever cry for me Wish this time was different So shed a tear for me Let it out don't hold it in I don't ever cry for me Wish this time was different