The Weight (of sorrow)

The Weight (of sorrow) fighting my fears that you don't understand. The blood runs down my hand. My life's a cage and I can't escape, It's my own prison I must take. My heart's a weight just dragging me down, Each day I'm fading, and I can't be found. I'll crawl to the edge as I watch the abyss In me there's something amiss. It starts with a song that comes from the deep It stays in my head and don't let me sleep As I let the darkness become my friend I will stay here to the end My eyes are darkened by my pain, My wings too worn to soar again. A battle of will with my inner thoughts Dragging myself through a path of thorns I feel the pain… Eating up my brain… I feel the pain... In vain My heart's a weight just dragging me down, Each day I'm fading, and I can't be found. I'll crawl to the edge as I watch the abyss In me there's something amiss. It starts with a song that comes from the deep It stays in my head and don't let me sleep As I let the darkness become my friend I will stay here to the end ..To the end…To the end… To the end. I feel the pain… Starting again… I'm ashamed.. To be hiding in pain.. Pouring my life down the drain.. I'm in pain. I was lost in the night. A phantom in the dark Felt the haunting of sorrow. Burning in my heart My despair is a bellow That roars in my soul Mind is a prison Despair is its toll So many battles that never seem to end An elusive light to help me transcend I'm trying so hard to break this hold But I'm still falling through a bottomless hole Toxic shadows, they cloud my sky Forever haunting, goodbye