A Misleader and Abandoner

Keep searching for light in the dark My chest is tight and there's nowhere to run Lose all feeling These walls feels like there two feet apart Mental prison I locked myself in No escaping Once again I'm alone in this place Carry the weight Without a hope for an end Put on the face of a lover when you were hardly a friend Misleader and Abandoner A recollection of a lesson learned You left an empty space where you made my heart burn January embers Play mind games The way that things just go these days Just one more In a longer line Spin your webs To reel me in again Your poison has me weak Better to sink your teeth into my body Drain me Until my life force leaves Close off the door and throw away the keys Soon I'll be just another memory How did I fall so deep Abandon all I love For something I knew I could never keep I guess it's True what I'm told There's no one to have and to hold When you have no reflection