Surrender To Silence (feat. Miguel Owls)

I'm counting down the days I'm planning my escape I don't want to feel this anymore I've buried all my pain Just to keep you safe But I'm tired of the lies I'm not okay They come alive those thoughts of mine They're trying to bury me down into the ground They've run a knife right through my mind Telling me all those lies that kept me in the dark I can never break away from the noise I try to keep it down I'm half alive this isn't life I'm tired of all the pain but this is who I am I'm standing at the edge I'm all alone again I don't want to feel this anymore I tried so hard for you I kept all the pain inside The darkness in my mind But I'm so tired of this lie I'm not okay They come alive those thoughts of mine They're trying to bury me down into the ground They've run a knife right through my mind Telling me all those lies that kept me in the dark I can never break away from the noise I try to keep it down I'm half alive this isn't life I'm tired of all the pain but this is who I am I've been fighting with every breath I take I'm too far gone I've been fighting with every breath I take I'm too far gone They come alive those thoughts of mine They're trying to bury me down into the ground They've run a knife right through my mind Telling me all those lies that kept me in the dark I can never break away from the noise I try to keep it down I'm half alive this isn't life I'm tired of all the pain but this is who I am