Loaded Gun

There's a monster in my head That says I am a mess I'm far from being repaired And I'm still fading There's an echo in my mind A lie as a disguise Even though I try I'm still breaking You say that I should talk to somebody But what do they know about my broken heart Promise to hold me when the lights go out I'm still fading And every tear is another lost round Show me the way to fixing myself I'm still breaking I'm sorry for the things I have done I'm sorry I'm a loaded gun I need to stand on my own feet Forget the comfort of your arms Just as we are complete You're gone You say that I should talk to somebody But what do they know about my broken heart Promise to hold me when the lights go out I'm still fading And every tear is another lost round Show me the way to fixing myself I'm still breaking I'm sorry for the things I have done I'm sorry I'm a loaded gun I'm sorry I'm a loaded gun You think I'm flying but I'm drowning, and my tears don't drain the pain You think I'm flying but I'm drowning hold me now You think I'm flying but I'm drowning, and my tears don't drain the pain You think I'm flying but I'm drowning hold me now Promise to hold me when the lights go out I'm still fading And every tear is another lost round Show me the way to fixing myself I'm still breaking I'm sorry for the things I have done I'm sorry I'm a loaded gun I'm sorry I'm a loaded gun