PARASITE

I used to be happy I used to be so fucking happy All the fucking time I don’t know what’s wrong with myself The sadness is consuming me Distorting my reality All I see is misery Can it be? I think there’s something wrong with me All my life I feared All these monsters in my head But now I see The monster in my head is Me In the end there’s always pain And I will carve my pain into your skin Like nails into the flesh I will poison your mind Like a parasite Like a parasite Like a parasite I eats me up It spits me out I have no choice And no way out