Catalyst

I awoke with a start todaydetermination set filled with expectationsacks of soul to collectbut I am so fearful of the futureignorant of the presentand wary of the pastand through the door I shuffle quietly down the hallidentical corridors and artificial lightsthe man in the box born to set my world to rightseffortlessly soon ignites the screaming in my headreborn the catalyst will blow my joy awaybet you thought that I'd have so much more to saycome save me nowbut I am so fearful of the futureignorant of the presentand wary of the pastand I don't want to but it's now a case of have to I piss awayfor pittance and suck up to the manno wonder I'm dying when I awoke with a start today