Change

Hook: I got pain I contain, I got hurt in my soul It's been days when I wake and I feel what's the point At a stage and a phase where it's harder to grow I need change (yea yea yea) I got pain I contain, I got hurt in my soul It's been days when I wake and I feel what's the point At a stage and a phase where it's harder to grow I need change Verse 1: scared that complacency’s scarring me fear it runs all through my arteries couple of angels been guarding me still fight off demons that constantly target me I need some sharpening, cuz this ain’t cuttin’ it no bargaining, I guess I’m fed up with lethargically walking in place at pace that is quarter speed need alterations hemmed up is my normalcy I need some changes, it be stressin’ me I’m anxious lately been idle no breaking the cycle my wheels in the mud just rotating spinning my brain has been going in circles and nothing can stop it or break the inertia chaotic symbolic animals in circuses trapped with no sign of recapturing purpose been patching the hurt up, but bandaids just ain’t the solution this deep as contusions if I could convert all my failures and all the instances of losing I’d likely refute this it’s easier said than is done, so deceiving to see what you want and retrieve it so hard to achieve it hold on and then keep it been leaving me stunned I be feelin the highs and then lows quick gotta give one more try cuz I’m over it someone’s dimming the lights that’s prohibiting shine constantly livin residing in hopelessness how do I cope with this? switching my ways, cleanse my spirit then stitch up the pain still to near it to fix or replace, ain’t no curing without taking risks too conditioned to change Hook: I got pain I contain, I got hurt in my soul It's been days when I wake and I feel what's the point At a stage and a phase where it's harder to grow I need change (yea yea yea) I got pain I contain, I got hurt in my soul It's been days when I wake and I feel what's the point At a stage and a phase where it's harder to grow I need change Verse2: It’s really tough not to get comfortable I talk about it get emotional those thoughts rebounding they just bump around man I can’t front I’m doubtin it might halt my growth searching for the tallest ladder like woah, tryna rise above the chatter I know I been listenin’ to the opinions of most ain’t been getting the peace that I crave in my soul stuck in the past gotta stay in the moment ain’t no motivation without motive swear I got a lotta on my mind, I’m falling behind hope to ring a bell, I’m tapping, all of the chimes scared a lot of failure often mask it with smiles underneath it tears me, outwardly carrying piles of rubble, I can’t live my life worried bout stumbles, missteps mistakes might tumble new day refresh keep coming make the change that I wanna see, even when the struggles compounding building up as high as a mountain looking down when I have finally surmounted thankful that I just decided to challenge myself hold no ounce of regret ...one day look back and reflect….proud that I didn’t reject the urge that’s been living inside of hiding so deep I could hardly detectVerse2: It’s really tough not to get comfortable I talk about it get emotional those thoughts rebounding they just bump around man I can’t front I’m doubtin it might halt my growth searching for the tallest ladder like woah, tryna rise above the chatter I know I been listenin’ to the opinions of most ain’t been getting the peace that I crave in my soul stuck in the past gotta stay in the moment ain’t no motivation without motive swear I got a lotta on my mind, I’m falling behind hope to ring a bell, I’m tapping, all of the chimes scared a lot of failure often mask it with smiles underneath it tears me, outwardly carrying piles of rubble, I can’t live my life worried bout stumbles, missteps mistakes might tumble new day refresh keep coming make the change that I wanna see, even when the struggles compounding building up as high as a mountain looking down when I have finally surmounted thankful that I just decided to challenge myself hold no ounce of regret ...one day look back and reflect….proud that I didn’t reject the urge that’s been living inside of hiding so deep I could hardly detect Hook: I got pain I contain, I got hurt in my soul It's been days when I wake and I feel what's the point At a stage and a phase where it's harder to grow I need change (yea yea yea) I got pain I contain, I got hurt in my soul It's been days when I wake and I feel what's the point At a stage and a phase where it's harder to grow I need change