Insomnia

Over and underbut still held on to my dependenceYou can always sense my sinsAnd carry out my sentenceIt ends tonightThis battles' almost lostSome demons never dieSo keep them at bay will have to be enoughFetal, writheI'm not looking aboveIt's 3 a.m againI've lost my faithIn government and godI've searched for a messageI've prayed for a cureFound nothing but questionsIn the space between their words[Chorus]The fact you never gave upMay have to be enoughI've lost as much as I've foundWhat do I have now?Don't hold your breatheFor an apologyI've done the best I can since thenSo what the fuck do you want from me?You're the blissYou are the parasiteYou are the love I can't acceptThey are sterileBut they are far fromPure on the insideThey are the dirtiest of a allThey hide behind their wallsAnd tell you, you are nothingI've searched for a messageI've prayed for a cureFound nothing but questionsIn the space between their wordsPretendingPainting self portraitsSomething indulgentA little less realShow them a handful of facesAnd none of them will ever be mine[Chorus]The fact you never gave upMay have to be enoughI've lost as much as I've foundWhat do I have now?Are you pure?Are you pure on the inside?