Serenity's End

You left me here to dieI look out to the sun as it descends behind this dead cityFeel the heat on my face, see the broken frames as they swell behind my eyesI hate these tears of freedomI searched for a new name, this place was never mineYet still it remains but it's just not the sameIn here you never left me...In my darkest hours I felt the end of serenityRemember the hope you gave meI move towards the lightI tried to look upMy only company is wallsYou've taken every dreamNow it's starting again, I swear the trust will endShe's the only one that could save meI know your concrete heavenA prison for my mind without a star in sightAlthough it dulls the painI'm still eaten by fliesIn here you never left me...In my darkest hours I felt the end of serenityRemember the hope you gave meI move towards the lightI choked down the pills with Jesus by my sideNow I will become my own worst enemy before the endWhat if I never wake up from this nightmare I've created in my headHow did these little hands get so coldHow did they get so coldWhen I die can I follow you ...everywhereYou can't follow me into my head but I can keep you here as long as I wantThis place was safe until you cameIn here no one will leave me again but I keep reliving the worst of the momentsKilling me slowly, it keeps on repeating over againOver again