The Ghost Upstairs

Run away but don't pretend you're innocentYou've felt it building for years and done nothingTo circumvent the causes and the affectsOf avoidable imbalancesThere were people here who cherished youFollowed you, looked up to youWhat is left for us now?So many things I never got to sayLike that wherever you areYou're fuckin dead to me!I helped you abandon your dutiesAnd tried to ease your painSo go and crawl inside yourself for comfortYour mind will follow you thereDeny until there is nothing left to live forDon't act so goddamn surprised that life isn't fairSo many things I never got to sayLike that wherever you areYou're fuckin dead to me!I helped you abandon your dutiesAnd tried to ease your painSo rally me to your causeThen run away and justify it allOnly loyalty will satisfy youSomething you know nothing ofYour lack of dedicationWas my liberationImagine where I'd beIf I had made you proudI used to pity youUntil I felt your disease inside my headYou cry victimTo anyone who will hearYou disgust meYou were on the other side of the worldBefore you ever went there