Pre Essence

I don't need to understand what makes my incarceration welcome while I die from itI am taken by the blind decomposing over timeI'm fine with itThis is what I had in mindJudgment captured inbound the bindWhat you see it's only compounded liesToo dead for admirationYou'll see me ponderingIt's just a form of despiseI wonder envisioningPrepared for my demiseTry to get rightOnce in sightLook awayNo prudenceAre you ready for this incidentA true tragedy hoping to criticizeWithout pride and no remorse I rise buried in timeWith nothing said I'll not forget the truth is mine to self-confide inIs the call to falsify all dignityIncrease my share and take what those can't holdWhile you sleep I wallow in to my mindCraft designsAnother place to dissolveIn due I'll put the revised to useCreate a wrath of proofGiving forth with nothing left to loseThat will be the last of my faulted viewCautiously I am at easeSpitefullyAnxiouslyRegressingWhat doesn't move disappearsWhat has become I am not ofSystematic eyes can see right through kinds of past of sorts to relinquish