Like Atlas

I'm staring at these white padded wallsThe burden of my past got me on my kneesLike Atlas bearing the weight of the skiesAn internal war in a mind with no sign of peaceNever thought this would get to meAll this pain build up insideExperiences of sorrow that cannot beAll the fears I cannot fightI cannot cope with the pastThe pressure on my soul is too muchI lost and my mind collapsedOverwhelmed by this degrading mental touchThe strength to live disappearedA tormented soul in a cold shellA future filled with pain is what I fearA lost life on its way to hellI'm staring at these white padded wallsThe burden of my past got me on my kneesLike Atlas bearing the weight of the skiesAn internal war in a mind with no sign of peaceNever thought this would get to meAll this pain build up insideExperiences of sorrow that cannot beAll the fears I cannot fightI feel like Atlas but not as strongThis burden I cannot bearI thought I could handle it all but I was wrongLeaving me in pain and scaredI feel like Atlas but I am defeatedThis burden I couldn't standBy this life I was mistreatedIn this cell my life will end