H.O.P.E. "Healing On Planet Earth" (feat. Tina Jean)

I didn't know what to write when I heard this beat First line should have been about the life in these streets The Second lines should have been about some backstage heat People talking to just talk But when I talk, it's all beef You see I been down this road, but i made it all worst Black clouds above my souls, you would have thought I was curse I been a bad luck to some, been a bad luck since birth I started from the ground up, I shouldn't still feel like this dirt I'm stuck in a fantasy, thinking it's reality Should have been family, but it was all about me This ain't no unity, never been about you and me We only see unity while we cry over the eulogy Then I'm looking at the clouds, can all this be prevented? Too many people left this world without there legacy cemented I Wasn't serious about my life, I took it all for granted Genie get out of that bottle, I'm still begging for these 3 wishes Tina Jean I Thought I had it figure out, I guess I didn't plan it out Lay substance to foundations without no goals nor a route I'm my own failure, too hard to get off this drought Yea I make a couple bucks , but that's not what life's about? Societys getting spooky, I'm tryna handle myself Mane Why the hell i let the world tell me about myself Uses to be a champion, always defending the belt Now I'm a product of this system that give no damn about some health I been blaming everybody for the way Im living life Blame my mother, blame my father, blame my kids and blame my wife Blame everybodyaround me, every day and every night All that blaming I was doing is why I'm alone in this fight People dying every time Pain is numb with each crime More tears? I cannot cry Bring back my love ones from the sky Too bad more people gonna die Too bad we all gotta die I wish my love ones can hide Tired of looking at this sky Why!