Feel

I have lost all self-control Waiting to see your face again But I know the acid won't help I just see visions of you And visions of my new girl Don't know what she sees in me I'm not good enough She isn't you That's all I can say Partying every night Tryna numb my thoughts of you All these bitches and these hoes Gather round me like they zombies And I think I fucked all of them all Don't even know their name But I love the feeling Hope she can catch up I don't want this Again I'm too scared to get close How can you love somebody that can't even Feel a thing How can you get feelings for somebody Who don't even want you I just cut everything off So I don't have to go through this pain Baby don't be surprised if you die from my sort of pain Didn't even bother to put your name in my contact list (no) Number 3 you should be special (special) cause nobody's on my top priority (no) Says I'm gonna die if I keep living this life I told her baby that's the plan I don't feel a thing so overdosing seems so easy (overdosing seems so easy) You think that you're my savior (savior) Girl your not the only one (one) Ten other girls were the same as you (you) Haven't heard from them since If they couldn't fix me, why do you think you're different? (you can) You follow me like a puppy (puppy) But I don't want to hold onto your leash (no more) I can't be your lover I'll just get you killed How can you love somebody that can't even Feel a thing How can you get feelings for somebody Who don't even want you I just cut everything off So I don't have to go through this pain Baby don't be surprised if you die from my sort of pain I know you love me I can't feel the same (the same) Maybe for a week I'll treat you to some fun You won't like my ways (ways) But I don't care as long we F*ck in the night How can you love somebody that can't even Feel a thing How can you get feelings for somebody Who don't even want you I just cut everything off So I don't have to go through this pain Baby don't be surprised if you die from my sort of pain