Balance

I'm just tryna keep my balance You know I got some demons in my attic Tryna keep the puzzle together but never had it Questioning my life man I wish it went automatic Manual got me messing up wonder if I'm a crash it Gotta keep faith for the people I know Cause they could never see me doubt me I keep that on the low Im undercover if I told them all the things that I know Then they would lose all faith that they seen in my soul Its a new season, still breathing Keep my gun so close I should sleep with it And I keep extra clips if the beef need it Wonder why this the way but I keep seeing My visions from the past will it last In my empty glass If you see the flash then its over and your time past Couldn't understand that we living in a sand glass Since I'm headed in that direction I got to stay strapped (Gun Sounds) Its been so hard to manage Time and work on a average Noticing all the damage I just can't seem to find my balance Its been so hard to manage Time and work on a average Noticing all the damage I just can't seem to find my balance Damaged to the point where I can't even heal Wonder if I made a mill' how would people feel Know that I'd give you a meal keep your Stomach filled Yet you feel entitled my homie lets keep it real It's a troubled situation, you stay faking Take away my motivation, you try to take it Ain't no way you can debate this I'm educated Bitch I came up from the nine and I really made it, uh Yeah I really made it Still don't got a mill' but I'm still living shit I'm winning Its been so hard to manage Time and work on a average Noticing all the damage I just can't seem to find my balance Its been so hard to manage Time and work on a average Noticing all the damage I just can't seem to find my balance Its been so hard to manage Time and work on a average Noticing all the damage I just can't seem to find my balance