The Feeling

I get the feeling that it will never be the same homie I've been a villain according to the ones that changed Now I'm stuck at the ceiling feeling there ain't no better way Now I'm counting the minutes hoping there is a better day I don't know got me feeling like what can I do Every time I just feel like ain't no end to you Mighty fine got me tripping got me feeling blue Now I'm tied bad decisions what I can not do The time that I'm spending is just for making a living I swear it got me surrounded I wish that I wasn't in it Sometimes I feel like I'm finished And it's so hard to admit it I keep my people around me So don't you doubt me a minute It's hard to let go , let go Thoughts be spinning in my head though, head though Even though I know I said so, said so It's so hard for me to let go, let go I get the feeling that it will never be same homie I've been a villain according to the ones that changed Now I'm stuck at the ceiling feeling there ain't no better way Now I'm counting the minutes hoping there is a better day Criticize me all the time but you never lead the way I would give you all of mine but you wouldn't do the same You've been stingy with your finds I've been dealing with the pain Ain't no way that we would ever be the motherfucking same It done dealt with so much I'm surprised I ain't in cuffs All the times I erupted got me feeling like I'm nuts I've been sipping out my cup overthinking feeling crushed Asking god for a sign a sign a sign Leave it behind that's what I wish I can I do What's the point of leaving when there's so much out here to do I got my tools in my head I rather use them instead Instead of wasting this potential I keep moving ahead That's all I mean I give all I got when I step Inside the ring This is what I do I was born to be a king Say it to my face if you gangsta let it sing Say it to my face if you gangsta let it sing Say it to my face if you gangsta let it sing Say it to my face if you gangsta let it sing I get the feeling that it will never be same homie I've been a villain according to the ones that changed Now I'm stuck at the ceiling feeling there ain't no better way Now I'm counting the minutes hoping there is a better day Criticize me all the time but you never lead the way I would give you all of mine but you wouldn't do the same You've been stingy with your finds I've been dealing with the pain Ain't no way that we would ever be the motherfucking same