Look Down

When I need you beside me, i can do things to myself I regretMy thoughts become distant, my mind turns everything right on its headI search in vain for the positive, to stop all the demons from talking aloudIt's not that I'm lost, it's just there are times i don't want to be foundI'm feeling my wayOne step at a timeI know that you're thereBut I can't always find youThe next thing I knowThe circus beginsAnd I'm walking alongDoing anything not to look downDon't let go of my hand, I'm doing anything not to look downWhen I need you beside me, at times I'm afraid cause I don't know the costI focus my thoughts, or at least those that I hope I can trustI start to feel all the maybes slowly spiral inside of my chestGuess I'm no good at perspective so I should admit this is what i do bestI'm feeling my wayOne step at the timeI know that you're thereBut i can't always find youThe next thing I knowThe circus beginsAnd I'm walking alongDoing anything not to look downDon't let go of my hand, I'm doingAnything not to look down