i thought that i was better

I hate falling in love again First dates, some of them never end I'll smile but it's all play pretend Realize that I just want you now Think back to all the memories How did we become enemies Someone give me a remedy To forget all the times I was with you Now you're gone what do I do My biggest fears are coming true You're moving on with someone new I guess that means that we are through I thought that I was better Why can't we be together You said you'd never leave my side Oh how I was so foolish Believed all of your bullshit Think I'd be better if you died Can't seem to let you go Can't move on, can't seem to grow My friends think they all know They don't know shit 'bout feeling low They think I'm all insane It's not that bad, it's in your brain They'll never know my pain The cycle starts and ends the same Now you're gone what do I do My biggest fears are coming true You're moving on with someone new I guess that means that we are through I thought that I was better Why can't we be together You said you'd never leave my side Oh how I was so foolish Believed all of your bullshit Think I'd be better if you died I don't mean what I just said I just want you out of my head No, I don't mean what I just said I just want you out of my head I thought that I was better Why can't we be together You said you'd never leave my side Oh how I was so foolish Believed all of your bullshit Think I'd be better if you died I thought that I was better Why can't we be together You said you'd never leave my side Oh how I was so foolish Believed all of your bullshit Think I'd be better if you died