in case i don't live forever

I cannot die today I do not trust My unpolished face My hair is undone, it's late I'd hate to disturb It'd cause me to wake It has yet to be proven That one day ill die I think i'd live forever If I wanted to try I don't know if i'm older, Or since when i'm alive Because I can't remember How I was as a child Or if I was a child Child Child I cannot die today My windows are open My dog wants to play My songs are still halfway done And if I must escape That means I need to run It has yet to be proven That one day ill die I think i'd live forever If I gave it a try I think my heart is golden And it'd be a lie To say I've given up, Every morning I try Every morning I try Try Try Every morning I try Try Try I did not die today My face looks like shit And my room is a mess And perhaps my excuses are small But if I can't die pretty, I won't die at all I won't die at all