Fake Butterflies

Waste of my time To think of you at a time like this Is abusive to my lines Gotta rhyme about your cherry chapstick at least like ten more times I even tried to apologise But liars tend to lie in bed with guys who cry fake butterflies Walking the street to that house Where I foolishly met with your mother To have another shot at being just a guy you bring around To wear a crown and cry when I eventually fall down Man I don't even know if you'll hear this I got blocked off when I showed off My life without you in it This is so stupid Wanna jump off the nearest sidewalk Because you'd never listen To the ramblings of an ex thing You say move on good riddance Get a pit still when I miss how You'd text me every Christmas Didn't think I'd miss this? Funnily I have a memory Of when we made a deal And maybe you'll remember Right before September Telling me to have a dinner with you Decade later almost getting there I think you wanted something more than what I gave you Now I carry weight around my ankles Drag me down in pen and paper waiting tables While you give me eyes every time you are able