Dark City Vortex

Shit get real, in a second Dark nights, gunfights, shit and piss on the subway He can lose his life in a eerie minute of one day Live my whole existence from Mondays through Sundays Hoping for better right now, there's only one way Dark nights, gunfights, shit and piss on the subway He can lose his life in a eerie minute of one day Live my whole existence from Mondays through Sundays Hoping for better right now, there's only one way Nigga I bet you never seen your uncle die Wonder why I feel the way I feel, I seen my mother cry Cause shit is real, who am I? Just another man wish for sun and skies But the man above seems to just defy, It's justified? I guess Read the bible, still stressed My rival is death My idols are dead, with goggles on head I still can't look at that album cover Shit still give me nightmares even when I lay down in covers, cause shit is a foul discover Like my father and I, we felt our brother dead He asked me if I needed anything before he went to bed I was good but still, I should've double checked Felt a little guilt I was watching NHL, this shit just got me vexed, E & J went out of his head when we flipped him over Didn't tell my mom and honestly felt like he wasn't sober He probably needed that shoulder to cry on Could've came to me He didn't know he was the one I relied on No lie, you was my dog Why did God take you? I don't cry much, that's in part because time will innately start to change you I seen different angles I pleaded God to help me please and he provided angels I would still just like to face you To tell you sorry that I ain't truly appreciate you For all the times we argued, the hatred was very fatal But still I feel amazed that you ain't here dude I could've told you hold the f*ck on You gone, and I could've saved you Dark nights, gunfights, shit and piss on the subway He can lose his life in a eerie minute of one day Live my whole existence from Mondays through Sundays Hoping for better right now, there's only one way Dark nights, gunfights, shit and piss on the subway He can lose his life in a eerie minute of one day Live my whole existence from Mondays through Sundays Hoping for better right now, there's only one way The reason why I go so aggressive I try to teach and give out pure lessons Don't make the same mistakes I made growing up as an adolescent Just turned 24 and shit should be a blessing But I face even more pressure Live for tomorrow, but today's thoughts have crept in If I don't get that car to buy by age 25 Will I be viewed in the public eye, a man who fails to try? Literally it's me and moms and I provide for both You live to eat with silver spoons and knives and forks And I spit mostly fire from torch But I am bothered by the lives that I've crossed Most connive and loft I'm not trying to resort to anger tied in a knot But now I'm wondering, did all I gave out was for naught? Most of the time I take a trail just to soothe You never cared so I'm prepared just to lose But let me dare to save loot Every avenue and corner had me real scared and subdued Call up coroners when bodies go in those vans for the news I'd be damned if I do something annal and rude Cause now my anger's to the point it's anywhere like a cruise I've felt at times, f*ck the rhymes, I understand that we choose My family's the only hope now, only prayer that I use But the foul shit is this, that they're condemn and be crude My stance is standardized, I vandalize your plans with the few I'm sick of y'all, so I demand to be pruned and above the hate shit Niggas outlandish with they views, that's why I don't say shit, nigga Makes me feel like crying Makes me feel like crying Makes me feel like crying Dark nights, gunfights, shit and piss on the subway He can lose his life in a eerie minute of one day Live my whole existence from Mondays through Sundays Hoping for better right now, there's only one way Dark nights, gunfights, shit and piss on the subway He can lose his life in a eerie minute of one day Live my whole existence from Mondays through Sundays Hoping for better right now, there's only one way Nigga