Dreaded Thoughts & False Sorrows

Yo, shout out to Ashley, man Like, we was just talking the other day I had to pour out the whole life story Know what I'm saying She's like, dawg, you gotta write a book We really came through a lot of shit, man Know what I mean We not fall a victim to the street, though That's real shit Uhh I was a young cat, maybe like five or six I had a thing for rap, when life gave me lots of shit Was bullied in class, never really pondered on it It's truthfully sad, going through the strife and the risk They shackled mom, put tight cuffs right on her wrist For speeding ticket violations Weed with lots of the scents Even if I couldn't face it, still acknowledged the risks We still praying to a God that probably exists I wear my cross chain, pouring tears out in that stormy rain Thinkin' how trife they did to the kids, got short-changed Life's a basket, I'm aiming long range I done went for the layup Blocked or fouled or bricked, when callin' game I seen the hate at age eight In these days, it's such a shame Got called out, when trying to explain my disdain I've fallen out with destiny and fate I poured out, when all out For all these cowards that ain't did me the same I remained through things, that I couldn't think would exist Asthma attacks and sexually harassed at six Life's a bitch You f*ck her badly, she'll be tight and pissed In the midst of all that, I still like what I get The chances of making it out, are just horribly thin The planned route was laid out, more cautious and dim Lord, forgive me for my cardinal sins My morals got really torn from limb Though, I was born to win Dreaded thoughts and false sorrows Beheaded of the sword of Zorro I beg just to get through tomorrow Still paying the price and car notes The times are borrowed The life we lead, most follow Dreaded thoughts and false sorrows Beheaded of the sword of Zorro I beg just to get through tomorrow Still paying the price and car notes The times are borrowed The life we lead, most follow So I heard that shit gets worse before it gets better It's mostly absurd Crossed my nerves, but it's deserving of a lecture Why niggas hate? It don't create like any more cheddar Had to get my head on straight Before I burned leather Birds of the same feather, die in flocks usually My concern was this weather It nonchalantly ruined me The scrutiny, it never moved me True indeed Niggas change up quick Just like a flick of a corny movie I want the citizens freed, in Jerusalem Too much griddance and greed What be the point of it? I'm more so annoyed and pissed It's not about all these coins and chips It's about the morals and/or the gist Back to the audience that's scornin' my life All of y'all should really see what it's like It's not an all a false dream It's obscene what I saw to recite I had to carve my heart out, with a portion of ice I fought overall, never enjoyed a flight You hold like zero valor, so of course it's spite I've been crossed really more than I liked Niggas soft With they silly ass thoughts that ain't hardly alike I sharpen my scythe to be more precise Like Zazalamel Hardships are always in sight It takes God to tell If I'm gonna be alright Knowing they fraudin' well I guess it's a part of the strife, so we avoid the jails Dreaded thoughts and false sorrows Beheaded of the sword of Zorro I beg just to get through tomorrow Still paying the price and car notes The times are borrowed The life we lead, most follow Dreaded thoughts and false sorrows Beheaded of the sword of Zorro I beg just to get through tomorrow Still paying the price and car notes The times are borrowed The life we lead, most follow Yea Yo, you're never a product of your environment I just wanna get that clear right now Whatever people gon' say about you Let them say anything, man This Amazi talkin' to y'all We gon' all get there eventually, dawg Keep your head up And just do your very best And f*ck the rest Gone, niggas