Now That You're With Him

Oh, hey, how you been Are you doing better now, now that you're with him I'm not mad you got what the guy was worried about I'm mad I believed you when you said it wasn't cause of him For the reasons why you left, honestly, made me feel sick finding out It was three years but after one month you were already with him I seen him carrying you in his arms. I just hope he cares for you in his heart I hope you look in his eyes and it shines so bright Stay up all night talking about y'all's life, yeah I know I blocked you, there's no bad blood. I just can't see you with someone else yet I don't think that I'm that strong. They say that I played my part But it hurts knowing you're laying with him and your head's on his chest So yes, I'm pissed because when I asked you if it was cause of him, you said I don't like him like that. Who do you think I am So it made me feel like shit. Not trusting the girl I was in love with Just to find out you did get with him, yeah My grandma said time will heal. It's been five months and it hurts a little less So maybe after a couple more it will no longer hurt I've been trying to do better but it sucks when you see that girl you're in love with with another guy I smile but it's just to hide the cries. I want to ask you why but I know I can't Cause the girl I was in love with, she's dead and gone It's just water under the bridge but the bridge is burnt I try to be a better person but you couldn't look past my past And I understand but it feels unfair. I mean, it was three years How can you move on so easily? Did you not care Cause you weren't there when I needed you and you left me and high an dry, yeah So I wish you the best. I really do I hope your new dude takes care of you. I hope he wants to marry you If he does, just don't let me find out Am I supposed to be fine? Am I supposed to go and live my life when I thought you were always gonna be by my side So hey, how you been? Are you better now Now that you with him, are you happier? Cause you made me feel like it was all my fault. When in reality, you just wanted to be with someone else. I hope you got your last laugh I hope you knew guys better than your past ex I hope when you close your eyes, you don't wonder what could have been, could have been