Complications

I don't want this to be too complicated But truth like this hurts like a splintered eye But if I lie, I'll only hurt myself And I don't want to take the fall tonight And I got people counting on me and I'm afraid That I'm not ever gonna be enough But if I'm in the fight I'm bound to lose, Then what's the point of never giving up? And that might be a little too much for me I wanna shout I wanna scream I wanna give up on my crazy dream I’ve got doubts and complications And they make me wanna cave in But I'm searching for the preserving part inside of me And I'll find it soon But I make mistakes and I hesitate to say that I'm ok I think most people do the same We are the cure to our own disease but we're fighting wars to make some peace And we call it change But I don't think love is meant to be this out of phase Cause no one seems to get what it means To love someone is giving up the very breath inside your lungs so they can breathe And sometimes I can't breathe I wanna shout I wanna scream I wanna give up on my crazy dream I’ve got doubts and complications And they make me wanna cave in But I'm searching for the preserving part inside of me And I'll find it soon And I hope that there's an answer For the things that I don't know 'Cause we're all searching for the pieces That it takes to make us whole But I wanna shout I wanna scream I wanna give up on my crazy dream I’ve got doubts and complications And they make me wanna cave in But I'm searching for the preserving part inside of me Oh, I'm searching for the preserving part inside of me And I'm still searching for the light that shining so bright for me And I'll find it soon