Cycle (prod. Venus)

Running in circles you're on my mind Tryna find ways to stop the time Thought I was good till I started falling now it's too late to try and rewind Don't know where this could go But I wanna be with you that's all I know Kind of afraid not gonna lie Tryna fight the habit of pushing good things out my life Mmhmm mmhmm huhh It's a crazy crazy cycle Mmhmm mmhmm huhh Tryna find the way the way that my life should go Mmhmm mmhmm huhh It's a crazy crazy cycle Mmhmm mmhmm huhh Not tryna self sabotage I just gotta think I just gotta ohh Am I ready for all this? Am I just scared of my own happiness? I keep overthinking Thinking and thinking And none of this has started to make sense I just wanna go with the flow of it Let God show me that he is it But here go my thoughts Fear of commitment Fear of going through hurt again Mmhmm mmhmm huhh It's a crazy crazy cycle Mmhmm mmhmm huhh Tryna find the way the way that my life should go Mmhmm mmhmm huhh It's a crazy crazy cycle Mmhmm mmhmm huhh Not tryna self sabotage I just gotta think I just gotta ohh