Confused

I've been through so many changes I don't know which way to goYet I've got it so together I can see with my eyes open or with my eyesClosedLate at night I cry and wonder why my life's goin', goin' nowhereBut during the day everything is okay, I'm having it my way, I sayMy teachers tell me that I am a lost soul, in a black holeBut my mind, it tells me that I'm doing just fineOh if everything is peachy, why can't anybody reach meI've always said I don't need anybody elseChorus:I'm so confusedSo confusedAnd I'm destined to loseUnless I follow another waySpent all my time lookin' for something never knew what forTried out all the options just to find that more pain and hurt was in storeBeen through it all, but the one thing that I still run from is youStill I remember 'bout all the things my momma said that you could doShe said that if I only let you in my lifeYou could take away the sorrow and the emptiness insideBut to be true, the life I'm living, it's hard to let it goThough I've spent my whole life learning, there's so much that I don't know(chorus x2)I hear you calling, telling me to leave it all behindIf I could only find the answers to the questions in my mindI wonder could it be my mind's not meant to understandMaybe I should go with my heart and put my life in your handsSurrender to you(chorus out)