Sweet & Sour

J'ai marché sous la pluie pendant des heures En repassant en boucle toutes mes erreurs Mais ce qui tombait du ciel c'était pas de l'eau bénite Venue pour effacer mes torts comme dans un mauvais film Je veux un peu plus ressembler à toutes mes idoles Mais pour l'instant je fais toujours mes courses chez Lidl Je me sens un peu comme Malcolm in the middle Mais à chaque fois je continue de faire ce qu'ils veulent If I find a way out Know I will not hesitate I spent too long on the same route Need to plan my great escape And I started to feel worn out Think I need to take a break Always haunted by some more doubts Looking for my Heavenscape Wasted all these hours Trying to get it right Life is sweet and sour Changing with each bite Wilted like a flower Longing for the light Dark thoughts in the shower Vanish when I write I was drowning in self-pity when I was a teen I did things that I'm not proud of, hope you didn't see I said stuff that I regret and words I didn't mean I can't stand the sight of myself in my memories It sends shivers down my spine when I got flashbacks Still remember my friend's eyes watching me sink Got caught up in all my thoughts, in all this darkness Wanna isolate myself from everything If I find a way out Know I will not hesitate I spent too long on the same route Need to plan my great escape And I started to feel worn out Think I need to take a break Always haunted by some more doubts Looking for my Heavenscape Telling myself I'll stay strong And that this shit won't last Wondering where I went wrong It all went down so fast Luckily I did stay strong It didn't forever last Learning from things I did wrong And now it's in the past Wasted all these hours Trying to get it right Life is sweet and sour Changing with each bite Wilted like a flower Longing for the light Dark thoughts in the shower Vanish when I write