Hate to Love

I hate this world and what's it's turned out to be I hate that you're successful and I wish that it was me I hate that I'm not happy even in my own skin I hate that I was born in a world full a sin I hate how the fake can seem to sabotage the real They say that it's the same but it's the watered down feel From lack of attention and all of its appeal And so you turn to likes and hope your scars start to heal I hate that I'm older and I wish that I was young So I can go back and redo the things I've done I always hated you cause you pointed and you laughed I hate you know my buttons and which ones to make me mad I hate that the world had to take away my dad Sometimes I hate the love cause the love never last I'm starting to hate the man I see that I've become I love what I hate and I hate what I love You hate/ we love ( love what I hate hate what I love) No one /to trust (As I look around it ain't no one to trust Too late / to run (Ain't no looking back it ain't nowhere to run We hate / we love (love what I hate hate what I love) oh oh Love what I hate / hate what I love Love what I hate / hate what I love Love what I hate / hate what I love Love what I hate / hate what I love Love what I hate / hate what I love Love what I hate / hate what I love Love what I hate / hate what I love Love what I hate / hate what I love I love I love I love I love I love I love I love this world and what it's turned out to be I love that you're successful I see that and see me I love the melanin of my skin complex I see it's starting to give off a god complex I love the hate cause they will always get exposed From lack of insecurity and how it all shows Leads to self destruction til one day you implode So do yourself a favor man and just let it go I love that I'm older as oppose to being young Laughing at all the stupid things that a nigga done I love at the fact that you pointed and you laughed Cause that's the type of shit to cause my bones to never crack I still hate the world for taking away my dad But I love looking back on the times we always had I'm starting to love the man I see that I've become I love what I hate n I hate what I love Love