Stressin (Radio Edit)

What up bro it's Serge I know it's been a while since we talked last Just wanted to hit you up you know Called to check on you I know you're going through a lot Given the passing of your pops Your brother in jail and stuff Just letting you know I was thinking about you man Hit me back when you can Peace My bad I missed your call I been meaning to get back Questioning this life and what's the meaning in that Got weight up on my shoulders now it's weighing on my back But you been reaching out and I appreciate that And I know you know about what happened to my dad I'm next in line so it's time for me to be a man But some of these things too difficult to understand Looking in the mirror not recognizing who I am That's a sad face With all these palm trees it's seem I'm in a bad place Feel like I'm stuck inside a rat race I wish I had rocket and takeoff cause a n**** need mad space Smoking green with my problems at the end of it Tried to make some music but I'm not really feeling it They giving me advice honestly I ain't really hearing it I'm starting not to give a s*** Man I be stressin Stressin stressin Going head up with this despression Call god but can't get a connection Man you know that the devil is testing When you be stressin Stressin stressin Going head up with this despression Call god but can't get a connection Man you know that the devil is testing When you be stressin Bro aight he just wrote me back the other day Said sitting in that cell always f****** with his brain Letter was so long he had to front and back the page I want to write back but I don't know what say Prolly something like I wish this all could be different Forget about the real and focus on what isn't Thinking that the pain will be a little more distant And in the blink of eye things would change in a instant Well maybe in a perfect world I meant to tell you that he had a baby girl S*** he prolly won't be there to hear her first words I can't tell how much that s*** really hurts Reminiscing take it back back back in the days Platinum fubu and them 360 waves Looking back at it man it's got me in a daze S*** or maybe it's this haze man I be stressin Stressin stressin Going head up with this despression Call god but can't get a connection Man you know that the devil is testing When you be stressin Stressin stressin Going head up with this despression Call god but can't get a connection Man you know that the devil is testing When you be stressin As far as things with my shorty yeah it really didn't work out Tried to make it right it was too late and she broke out I want love but it seem like it don't work for me What I want the most the very thing that what's hurting me Reminiscing when I was only thirteen When all I had to do was try to keep me shirt clean Throwback jerseys with girls I'm flirting And now here I am like little old me walk around my old house and the feeling ain't the same I talk to god but spiritual healing ain't the same Lookin at my cards and my dealings ain't the same Then look around to see that we don't play the same game Hug my momma tight cause she the strongest woman ever Cherish all the moments that we still have together When I look in her eyes I see s*** ain't gettin better I don't know what to tell ya A nigga been stressin Stressin stressin Going head up with this despression Call god but can't get a connection Man you know that the devil is testing When you be stressin Stressin stressin Going head up with this despression Call god but can't get a connection Man you know that the devil is testing When you be stressin