memories never die (intro)

These days I pray I don't lose my head I wonder if they would stay If I ain't had no bread If I ain't in Dam with this girl on my bed Then I'm back in the ends My soul feeling dead The thought of losing myself is the thing that I dread They know I live in the past I'm scared of what be ahead Ain't no one know how it feels It's like I ain't got no friends And I don't reason with hoes It's still ain't spoke to my ex I ain't the first to text When I was young I never let it get to my head But now I'm grown I'm only manifesting the bread And to my future child I hope you know dad will always be there I learnt to live with my past It feels worse when I'm high If you ain't healing my heart then I don't need your advice If shit goes wrong only I pay the price And some nights I wish I could go back in my life Not to change shit just to live a couple things twice Memories never die so I live in the night Any time I needed help they told me I'll be alright But they don't know it feels when your heart feeling tight It gets crazy when I look at myself I wanna cry All the challenges I faced in my life but I survived They say real eyes realise real lies Memories never die This is my intro