Deep Down

Gotta' dig pass the surface Deep down I am hurtin' Servin' a purpose This pain ain't for nothin' Behind close curtains I've had enough But when the goin' gets tough Ain't gon' give it up Ain't gon' give it up Gotta' dig pass the surface Deep down I am hurtin' Servin' a purpose This pain ain't for nothin' Behind close curtains I've had enough But when the goin' gets tough Ain't gon' give it up Ain't gon' give it up (hmm) I tried to show you so different Teach you that life is worth livin' P-Doll is what you've been missin' You too busy caught up in ya lil' feelings Wish you would try to open up and listen Find out what is the real meaning Don't you switch up and be different Stick to the plan it's the mission I know you cannot deny Confusion from feelings buried deep inside Don't wanna go on anymore I'm servin' a purpose Know this pain ain't for nothin' Behind these closed curtains I've had enough Gotta dig pass the surface Deep down I am hurtin' Servin' a purpose This pain ain't for nothin' Behind close curtains I've had enough But when the goin' gets tough Ain't gon' give it up Ain't gon' give it up I'll face all my fears I probably dropped about a billion tears Feelin' real pain for years Been gone for just two years Oh boy, how am I gonna make it Lyin' on the floor Suicide I'm contemplatin' Been here before Starin' blankly at that wide open door Im not goin' Tried to tell y'all The truth what I been showin' Model but no posin' Run off wit the bag I got the tokens Tell 'em good riddance Stay away from me if you been sinnin' In this city full of sinners Chew you up and spit you out Like you're just for dinner Ain't gon' give it up Ain't gon' give it up (Hmm)